You may have thought I didn’t care
Because I wasn’t always there
I repeat I am truly sorry
For how I lived my life so blindly
You may not ever understand
How much I cherished holding you tight
Giving you hugs with all my might
I need you to know; I always will love and care
Letting you go just too hard to bear
To continue as we were I could not dare
I know to you it seemed unfair
Not one day did go passed.
Where my choice didn’t kick my ass.
Filling me with remorse, shame, and guilt,
Of the time lost no relationship built,
Many days and years have now gone by
To say, “I’m peaceful,” is a lie.
All I know to be true
Not a day is spent without a tear for you
And to this day I still do pray
That in the end, we’ll all be okay!!!
2015 KG Petrone