You are not alone…
I told him to stop.
And by who, I mean Kylie’s biological father.
I was only 4 weeks postpartum of having my first child that completely ripped me and I had to get stitches.
I wasn’t completely healed.
I told him to stop.
I said no.
He said “your fine”, ” it will be okay.”
I forced my legs closed. I only had so much force.
I’m pushing him, yelling at him. Saying no. Screaming STOP!
As he pushed himself into me. I went to a different world.
I was silent.
He kept going, no worries for him as my own vagina ripped.
I had a tear or two. But then I sucked it up.
Just deal a little bit longer, Felicia.
You can do this.
Maybe that’s why I float.
Because in a 5 minute span, MY BODY was taken from me.
It was permanently marked.
Your not pretty…
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