How dumb was I…

How dumb was I to think your intentions were my intentions

How dumb was I to think you loved me as much as me

How dumb was I to think you loved me as much as family

How dumb was I to think you cared and cared as much as me.

Don’t you understand don’t you understand I loved you until it emptied me.

 

I gave all I could when he walked away

Until they walked away

I played tricks I’m sorry for

I placed presents he didn’t leave

I said he asked for you when he did

I’m sorry I lied and I’m sorry for trusting because

 

How dumb was I to think your intentions were my intentions

How dumb was I to think you loved me as much as me

How dumb was I to think you loved us as much as family

How dumb was I to think you cared and cared as much as me.

Don’t you understand don’t you understand I loved you until it emptied me.

 

I gave all I could until the choice was not mine

I gave all I could and mustered all I could find

Then there was nothing left, it altered me

I loved you internally and set you free

I needed you to be free to let you souls free

So you could have the richer of things and much security

 

How dumb was I to think they loved you like me

How dumb was I to think they too would love you like me

How dumb was I to think we would continue to be family

How dumb was I to think they cared and cared as much as me.

How dumb was I to think their intentions were my intentions

 

How dumb was I to think you loved me as much as me

How dumb was I to think you loved us as much as family

How dumb was I to think you cared and cared as much as me.

Don’t you understand don’t you understand I loved you until it emptied me.